Hosea 12:6 Therefore, return to your God, Observe kindness and justice, And wait for your God continually.
Waiting has always been one of the hardest things for me to learn. Especially as I strive to be a girl who is full of grace- I see the importance of self-control and patience.
One of my dear friends represents this character of grace so well. She is calm, slow to speak and act, but always ready to listen. She knows the word of God but waits for the Spirit to share it. She is gentle but full of poise and beauty. She knows how to wait...
But do I? I struggle so much..
It seems I'm good at moving, at doing things, getting things done and I'm not so good at having to sit still, having to quiet down, having to wait on God.
But then I hear God asking me "Brooke have you really been waiting on me?..
Because I've been waiting on you.
Wait you God?
You were waiting on me? The God of the Universe was waiting on me?
And I heard the King say yes because I love you.
I knew you had to be ready.
Then God I asked.. if you were waiting for me- who was I waiting for?
Sometimes I think that we find ourselves asking God for something or a specific petition instead of waiting for His guidance and character.
That we could perhaps be searching for a trinket or a prize instead of the glory of the Father.
That we may desire healing or a gift when instead Christ's presence is far abundant to meet our every need.
If we would look for Him; if we would wait on Him- ready to see His presence- then He could reveal Himself to us.
God I am so sorry for the times when I have been asking you for a thing instead of asking to know you more. For you alone are more than enough to meet every need. I want to seek your presence more than any other thing.