Today I went to the San Marcus church where my parents attend for the first time. I was introduced to the pastor's wife who said she went as an SM during college as well. She asked me an interesting question: "Are you still excited to go?" To her I said yes. But for the rest of today I've been asking myself that question and getting different responses.
Yes I'm excited. This is a dream come true. But there's so many things I'm nervous about. There's just so much I'm unprepared for and don't know. I don't know where I will be staying or what my primary job will be there. I don't know how often I will have internet or be able to contact my parents. I don't know... I don't know so much but I do know one thing-- I'm going because God called me there and I have faith that He will take care of me. I know that God is bigger than all my fears. I know that God will continue to break me and remold me into the person He wants- not me. I know that I will follow God no matter what the costs. Am I ready? No way. But God's timing is perfect and His plans are better than mine. So I will have faith. Will you have faith to follow God where He is calling you?